| Location | St Helens |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 09/09/2007 |
| Date of Death | 09/09/2007 |
| Visitors | 2,497 since 11/09/2007 |
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Due date, Wednesday February 13th 2008....but Gone too soon.
Baby Charles Alexander Morris,
Sadly taken from his then loving parents Madeleine and Neil, on Sunday 9th September 2007 at
19.32hrs.
You were our little ray of hope, our miracle baby, and although you were only big enough to rest in
the palm of our hand, we know that you now rest in Gods.
We will never forget you, our beautiful son. Forever in our hearts, Mummy and Daddy, your brothers
Chris and David, and sister Hannah xx
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CHARLIE.......
I was 17+2 weeks when i went to the hospital, and the scan found that you had died, I couldn't
believe it..not again! I had lost my last baby at 9 weeks, in November 2005. Surely it couldn't
happen again!
We had just had a 3 and 4D scan done at 14 weeks, and you were so healthy, wriggling round and
sucking your thumb..the lady even told us that we were expecting a boy. We got a CD of photos and a
DVD to watch you as you move, it was amazing to feel so close to you....only to find out that you
had died not long after....I thank God now that I had it done, as its all I have left of you...
Your father and I had been seeing a Dr for infertility and gynae problems, but because I was too old
(41) they couldn't help us, and luckily you were conceived naturally in May, our little miracle. We
were surprised and made up, we had given up hope of ever having a baby.
All our dreams were shattered that day at the hospital. Hannah was with me when i had the scan, and
i couldn't help but feel like i had let her down again, all she ever wanted was a baby brother or
sister to love. She blamed me for being too old, and until we get your post mortem results, we just
don't know what caused it...but I think she just wanted to blame someone for your death, and I was
the nearest.
I was given some tablets to start off my labour, and I had to go back in on the Sunday the 9th
september to deliver you. It was a long labour and the placenta wouldn't come away (my body didn't
want to let you go). I had to go to theatre at midnight to have it manually removed under a spinal
anaesthetic...but non of that mattered at the time, they could've cut my legs off and i wouldn't
have cared...Id lost the thing that i most wanted in the whole world, and no one could give it back
to me.
Everyone was really kind to me, and they would say 'if theres anything that i can do...' and all i
wanted to say back was..give me back my baby.
I lost my first baby, Jenny Richardson at 22 weeks, if you have the time, please visit her page and
light a candle for her. Thank you for spending the time to read my Little Charlies page.
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The Funeral for little Charles was held at St Helens Crematorium, on the 10th October 2007, at 9.30
am.
It was a beautiful service, we are so grateful to everyone who helped in its arrangement, we
couldn't have asked for more.
Charles had a lovely tiny, white coffin with little silver handles. He had a plaque on the top with
his name engraved on. His father, Neil, carried him into the service, and my sons and I carried the
flowers behind him. It was so emotional and difficult, knowing that my baby was in that little white
box, and knowing that i would never see him again. So near, and yet so far....
We chose two of the songs that are on his page here, for our music for the ceremony. He came in to
'somewhere over the rainbow' and we left to 'tears in heaven'...I think there were a million tears
in that room on this morning....
I collected Charlies remains on the 11th October, and finally brought him home to stay with me
forever.
Love you always Charlie, you will always be my baby ,
big kisses, Mummy
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We got Charlies Post Mortem results back from the hospital, and it showed nothing! There was nothing
wrong with him at all, just 'one of those things' so they said. Although it's frustrating, he gave
me some hope that if I manage to conceive again, things might be different next time. ....fingers
crossed
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2 years today...
Its 2 years ago today, since I had you Charlie...it seems so long ago now. I will always remember how special you were to me, watching you kick your little feet and suck your thumb...although you were taken, no one can take those memories away from me. Play happily in heavens garden sweet heart....love you, Mummy xxx
After making his new angel
God looked down from above
He happened to notice you
And all he saw was love
He said to the angel
"I need to send you there,
There is where you'll be loved
Where you will feel the most care"
So God sent you this angel
To nuture, love and grow
But not an angel you could keep
For it would soon be time to go
You taught this angel wonderful things
That only a mother could do
Your angel learnt compassion and warmth
Whilst living inside of you
This angel was one that would have to leave
One you'd hardly hold
One you'd mourn for the rest of your life
If the truth be told
God realised you'd miss this angel
And so he gave you tears
A way to express your love
Over the coming years
Then God called this angel home
And asked what the angel had learned
The angel said a love so strong
In a mothers heart had burned
"I learnt that love can exist
Even when I've gone
For love never dies you see
I've learnt it carries on"
God looked at the angel
Smiled and gave a sigh
"You have learnt a valuable lesson
That often passes people by"
The angel looked at God and asked
"Why is my mummy so sad?"
God answered "when I called you home
It made her miss what she had;
But soon she will realise
I sent her a special gift
I sent her you my child
Although I took you swift
Her love for you will never wain
You will remain ever in her heart
You will be in her thoughts and feelings
Like you've never been apart"
The angel asked God what this mummy did
To deserve such a wonderful thing
"Your mummy is so pure of heart
she makes the angels want to sing"
The angel thanked God
For giving him such a lovely mum
So you see in loving your angel
Your work is truly done
God didn't wish to punish you
He only showed you love
He gave you a special angel
A gift from heaven above
He knows only a special person
Can be an angel mum
He made us in his image
He lost his only son
He know's just how your heart aches
And wished that wasn't so
But your angel is so happy
In God's heavenly home
So when you think of your angel
Please just smile, don't weep
Be proud that God chose you
To love an angel so sweet
When your heart feels empty
Your life so full of despair
Remember God picked you!
Because no-one else compares
(Author Unknown)
30TH APRIL 2009
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So much has happened since I lost you Charlie, the wounds are healed and my life is moving on..but it doesn't mean that I have forgotten you, or the time I had with you. I had you to love for at least a short time, which I will be forever grateful for. Have fun playing in the clouds my little Angel. Love Mummy xxxx
I am not gone, I am changed.
Have faith and please believe me.
God did not take me away from you,
He split the skies and received me.
Now...
I'm an echo in your laughter,
A reflection in your tears,
An extra thread of strength
To help you overcome your fears.
I'm an added ray of sunshine,
More joy for you to share,
A fragrance of the life you live.
Wherever you are - I am there.
Surrounded by friends
yet all alone
the one I loved
God has called home
the hugs of friends
helps ease the pain
and I know my loss
is my loved one's gain
but tears now flow
across my face
as I long for just
one more embrace
then comfort comes
and I see Christ's face
He hugs my loved one
and I feel God's grace
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WITH LOVE ALWAYS FROM LIZ X
A candle to remember,
May it burn ever so bright
As we look to the heavens
On this very night.
Beyond the stars,
Your dear one soars
Embraced by there Savior
On heaven's shores.
As the angels protect them
And sing there sweet name
We honor there life
With the glow of this flame.
So we light this candle
For our loved ones today
As a symbol of our love
And there eternal life.
♥♥♥ A CANDLE OF LOVE ♥♥♥
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♥ xXx GOOD NIGHT SWEET HEART xXx ♥
HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND EVERYONE
Our Lives changed, the very moment you passed away.
We couldn't stop it; there was nothing we could say.
You've touched our lives so deeply to a point you will never know,
We try to think about you when we are feeling down and low.
Sometimes when our day gets hard we will think about your beautiful smile
And if we listen hard enough we will hear your voice after a while.
It's you who give us a reason to go on with our day,
And now if we want to see you we'll bow our heads and pray.
We catch ourselves looking for you still, in the halls and at the front door,
But when we call your name there is no reply any more!
We never thought a day would come where we would be apart,
God has you in his keepings, we have you in our hearts.
Life will go on, but never will be the same,
Your beautiful smile is gone, but it will always remain.
You're our angel from up above.
You'll always be missed, but most importantly... loved.
Just one more minute, God, is all we ask- why can't you give them back;
It seems like such a simple task. We guess people are right when they say God only takes the best,
We know enough now that you're peacefully at rest.
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You can shed tears that they are gone,
Or you can smile because they lived,
You can close your eyes and pray that they will come back,
Or you can open your eyes and see all that they have left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see them
Or you can be full of the love that you shared,
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
Or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember them and only that they are gone
Or you can cherish the memory and let it live on,
You can cry and close your mind be empty and turn your back,
Or you can do what they would want: smile, open your eyes, love and go on.
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I'm writing this from heaven, where I dwell with God above.
Where there's no more tears or sadness, there's just eternal love.
Please do not be unhappy because I am out of sight
Remember that I am with you every morning, noon and night.
And I will stay beside you, every day, week and year
And when you're sad I'll still be there to wipe away your tears.
When you think of my life on earth and all those living years
Because your only human their bound to bring you tears.
But do not be afraid to cry it does relieve the pain
Remember there wouldn't be flowers unless we first had rain.
I wish I could tell you of all that God has planned
But even if I were able to, you wouldn't understand.
When your going down the street and you've got me on your mind
I'm walking in your footsteps and only half a step behind.
And if you feel a gentle breeze or wind upon your face
Remember it's only me with a loving and soft embrace.
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Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
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